yesterday < MY birthday~

yesterday morning, i wake up early..cox i was excited for my birthday...

I thot they are many ppl will say happy birthday to me.. so , i open facebook...

den look... got abit disappointed.. cox they are a few only.. + i dun knew who they are...
but i still feel thank about their word..

my frenz..
1 oso dun hav... maybe still early ,they havent wake up yet...
i think ,so i close the pc then do smtg like everyday i do...

b4 12p.m i wan to go out wif my frenz , my mum dun let cox she say she ask the god about my fate of 2010...

fortune teller tell her , my luck was bad in 2010.. and i cant celebrate my b'day , my frenz b'day n smtg... cox it will bring harm to me.. and that is my fate...

so my mum dun let me out .. den i dun care the prevent from her... and go out ...

i arrive mid-valley... but my frenz havent come yet.. he sms me say.. the bus that he take was spoiled.. then he take motor to come m-v..
on route , he saw an accident , so he bring the victim to hospital.. the process is taking about 2hour...

i trust him cox i know who he is... he is a nice guy ..

b4 he come to m-v , i remember my mum's word, celebrate my b'day will bring harm...
so i go back home b4 he come... when he arrive , i tell him to play wif his friend ,cox his freind came wif him...and no nid to care about me... he say appologize...and i was forgive him...

cox i dun wan bring harm to him... the person who wan to celebrate my b'day...
I'm fell sad cox i was be resigned to one's fate...

at home, i help my dad for his work... then i look the facebook... dun have any 1 of my frenz left their blessings to me... haiz.. why i so kan jeong about this? cox of i feel lonely ?
ya, i feel lonely ,sad and disappointed..

when 5p.m , chio yee send sms to me... ask me wan go to church anot..
i was lonely , so of cox i wan to go ....

the church have transport to bring me go to the church..
i wait from 7p.m until 7.40+p.m , the transport finally come..
but in the waiting process , my mind was tell me , dun go and dun wait anymore... cox my dad nid my help ...
but i promise chio yee, i will go and plz come for fetch me.. so i still wait...

den ... i blur blur in the church cox i dun knw i was became a Christian... huh? wat ?
david(my captain i think..) tell me that the process he become a Christian... he oso same like me blur blur at 1st ,dun know why he in jor...haha
then blak blak blak...

finally, can go back le... i thot my b'day past like that only without b'day cake and present...
N my hope from max100 become to max20 b4 i come to the church , cox no hope no disappointed... so i lower my wish of my b'day..

suddenly.. i hear got ppl singing b'day song , so i find the ppl who was b'day..(blur ing)
i dint find 1 ppl that b'day today... then i saw they are looking on me..
i was surprised cox how they knw today is my b'day... n it was me... they are singing for me T~T

then a b'day cake taking out by david.. i dun knw the cake got write my name anot , cox my soul already flying out jor , haha~
they bless me and wish me happy b'day..

suddenly i feel very happy ... and my sadness ,lonelyn disappointed are gone... cox i really happy~ ^^
then chio yee give me a b'day present... T~T ,TQ~

em.. ok , talk about the cake... it was a cheese cake.. is my favourite type...^^ n very delicious~
I LIKE IT~ ^^

b4 that, i think ... if i still in m-v , i can play wif my frenz in karaok and cinema... but i will not going to the church...

so i think the sadness,lonely and disappointed b4 are worth ,cox...
if i play wif my frenz, i cant be a christian.. and i cant get a b'day cake and present...

thank Q to the the ppl that prepare this surprise for me ^^,although v juz 1st time to know each other ,n i still cant remember their name... haha xp

maybe this is the god give me d , he give me the best and the rite thing to me on the rite time...
he give me the joyness that let me cant sleep in that niteT~T , but i still happy ...

i was grateful to the god , my dearest jesus...
thank you... cox u give me a nice memories and experience on my 17th birthday...

thank you ...T~T i will be UR loyalty believer from now... AMEN...

like a nightmare...

Everynite , i dream about my school, the SPM exam , my classmate and oso my primary school classmate...

ya... is everynite.. everytime i dream , it was at unsame place wif unsame character... but all of them i knew... etc, chio yee, bee eng , afdal , fong yee , keat fei , my primary school teacher , my high school teacher , mui hong , and many many....

it make me feel i still study at school... not yet end of school life... but i dislike this feeling , cox after i wake .... i strongly feel that i was left the school and cant go back already... and i'm lonely...

after that last day of SPM exam... i thot i was free and i will be happier than b4... but i wrong , cox everything are not same like my thinking... i thot keat fei will find me for play or go some place for fun... i thot some body will on9 can 1on 1 me in dota... i thot i was release the preasure that i feel strongly in school... i thot i will be more happy ...

but now... i was more lonely.. everyday work is helping my parents to reduce their work... everyday, play 3 hr pc that waiting some ppl comment me on facebook... everyday think wat my frenz doing juz nw? am i too lazy to find work or go to the open day of the collage? everyday over so fast... chistmas is coming soon ... 2 more day... my birthday is coming soon... 8 more day... the day of go to sabah alone is coming soon... 11 more day...

i was act like ntg happen in these day... cox i dunno have to do wat ... n wat i can do nw only 1 ...

wait... wait the day over... and go to sabah... maybe i will get some new frenz there or be more happier than nw ^^

hope i wont dream about school life today... cox i dun wan it to remind me ...i was out from school.. school life is a nice dream b4... but now like a nightmare... and i scare to dream again and again.. nw.. cox it make me feel pain ... and already feel sad about during school day ...

sad... T~T

after Spm(now), i ....

so dissappointed... wtf...
1. all ppl say nxt year go karaok.. this year , they are busy for the future...zzz

2.PLKN... no~~ i am the 1of 1st group~ and I will go to the Sabah at 2 jan 2010~ no~~~T~T

3.my valentine day and chinese new year.... have to celebrate at camp...T~T

4.haiz.... i cant help my family to do family job cox of PLKN... my 5k++ bye~T~T

too sad jor... I wan to cry now... T~T wuu~ wuu~~ wuuu~~~

after spm ,I will...

After SPM~~~

1st ~i will go karaok ~~~!!!!! sing all the song i LIKE~~ T~T
2nd ~~ i will go graduation nite~~ who didnt go will in my blacklist~~ WAkakakakaka~

3rd~~~ i will miss this school... cox i have left this school forever...
4th ~~~~ i have to help my parent from 25dec to 12feb .... haiz... sien... cox my frenz invite me go mid-v to find some work to do...but i cant go T~T....

5 th~~~~~ PLKN!!! i hate u~!!!! but i still will go d....>o<
6TH~~~~~~my birthday^^30 DEC T~T , hope got ppl wan to come my b'day party.... at mid-v , the garden~ rex box karaok ^^ cox i love music~ so i wan celebrate my b'day at karaok~~ hahaha...

so b4 that ~ rajin dan berusaha for SPM 1st~~ so everybody ~ +u+u ^^

My memory of high school....

我開始想念學校了...應為last day 沒去學校,讓我感到傷心...留下了一個遺憾....就是在上學的最後一天,來個紀念照...

當我聽到最後一天...掉下了最不捨得的眼淚...

開始,

想起form1 , 剛剛來到這學校.. 認識許多不同種族的朋友...感到快樂無比...的心情

想起form3 , 我開始學騎腳踏車...也學會逃學... 厭惡學校的心情讓我感到好笑... 應為學校並沒有想像的討厭...反而喜歡...

想起form5 , 剛剛開學的時候..send le sms 給 keat fei , 說今年是最後一年... 我們要參加所有活動, 卻又沒參加... 就連每年都有參加的bomba也沒去.... 最後還要被junior和comander 親手來抓我們入隊...

想起畢業前,我還在沉迷于dota 和 跟朋友逃課...到blok A 的教室去打牌... 感到有點後悔... 應為玩....幾時都可以... 何必現在?

還沒老就後悔了...真好笑..好想念為了上學而起來的日子哦...還好還有SPM... 我會加油的...應為these maybe is my last school day... and oso maybe is my last exam ...

當然 .... 還是那句...時間不等人,後悔也來不及...所以接下來的日子 ,我會好好加油的...

真希望我們還能聚集在一起....

5A ... is my favourite class... i wont forget this class....

forever....

Hari graduasi~~

today... I wake up same like pass, but i still come late to school ,cox my father go deliver something... then late to come back for 'deliver' me to school...

It was 7.29a.m... why i remember? cox that stupid pengawas wan me sign that 'datang lambat book' ....the time is 7.29a.m... zzz

after that i go sit on the chair waiting for wear the stupid clothes... purple colour... T_T...then of cox go take the sijil la~ ^^ i was take many picture~ cox i dun have camera , so i ask my frenz take for me... so ,got many picture i havent get yet...

if u wan to have a look , juz go to my facebook and see~ give comment plz~~

after that ... i go to my frenz house with bicycle~ is who i dun wan to say . cox he wan me keep sceret... we drink tiger beer 1 can... I hate beer ... T_T so bitter ... i love sweet , ok?

today , i feel happy and excited , but i didnt cry... (i thot i will cry) . I saw a ppl cry... she was yenyen =o=.... i saw she crying , when i invite her for take picture... cox she cry , so i have to wait until she relax her mind... haha...

sei keat fei... say only idiot will cry... ding~ she feeling strong than u 20000% ma...u la idiot... go sleep with ur mui hong la~~ haha

I'm sorry~

T_T SORRY~
cox i delete the picture ... T_T with wrong click...
woo~ woo..... ToT
if u wan see ....
go my frenz facebook to see ba ...

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.php?aid=2038581&id=1113068920

b4 u see it~ pls add this idiot 1st ,TQ~^^

lucky~~

Yesterday is 1st time kadet bomba train formasi for hari koko~ today is hari koko~ so , my mean is we kadet bomba 's formasi is last minute train and discuss d....
yesterday morning , i get caught by ahli kadet bomba .... cox I am senior.... diu... why me?
den I terpaksa train with them.. I feel very sohai , cox this my 1st time oso they 1st time too...

Wtf+omg? and the formasi is b4 lepas sekolah we discuss how to kawat kaki....
I feel very sad ,cox we this year same like last year .... play last minute d... haiz..
Last year , still got 2 day for dicuss and train... but this year... half day only.... !@#$%^&....

Today.... I'm so 'excited' ,cox our comander is havent come b4 the 'show' is start... our ahli thot he pura mati at home... so they are 'excited' too... finally , that cibai... is come... he was the latest come , and yesterday he say 7.00 must at here ... but it was 7.2x .... Wtf...

finally we 'survive' from that 'kawat kaki show'.... we do many mistake , but we STILL get 3rd PLAce ~~~
yea~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!
our teacher say we lucky only... diu...

2mrw i post all the picture.... in this blog ~~ coming SOON~~ TQ~ haha

E.box....

Yesterday,
chin teng , keat fei n me go e.box... E.box is a karaok ... at CAREFOUR in sri petaling....
em...
wat i wan to say is......

WTF? that karaok 's condition so poor~I'm so sad T_T... why i promise my frenz go that poor place.... that carefour so quiet ... like no shop and people... my frenz say look like a ghost house...
watever la... lucky it was cheap~ below rm15 each person...

I hav a video that my frenz sing like hell in karaok... if i show u , u will get nightmare d... so i keep it in my hp's memory card enough....
haha

Last , we all sakit tekak , cox that sohai karaok 's mic sound cant hear d... but music so loud...

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nice video ~~

potong saga made in malaysia...

today...

today.. juz have a little bit student in school ,so sien... my class juz have 4 ppl... sien sien sien....other class frequency oso not over 10 ppl .... this mean h1n1 is terrible ... everybody oso scare it... and i hate it too... today i saw my BI teacher.. pn.margeret ,she didnt get h1n1... thank god ^^.h1n1 dont wan her ^^ .......
i ask my frenz will this virus end ? my frenz say this virus will not end... cox it was too fast to spread to everybody... i scare... my frenz .. my family... oso will get this virus... including me... hope h1n1 can end b4 my birthday....
chio yee , careful o... will die d ^^ haha~

ganti wafiy...go bengkel science seminar....

yesterday , b4 sleep ...
wafiy send me a sms. chee chuong ,cik rasyidah pilih u pegi bengkel science ...
saya send him back. mengapa saya dipilih?
wafiy:saya demam , x boleh pergi...so u ganti saya lah...
me: x mao boleh ? pilih firdaus ke ....atao lain la...
wafiy : cikgu pilih u punya, bukan saya...
me: cb , saya x mao la....
wafiy: sana banyak amoi(girl)...
me:saya mao yy seorang saja....
wafiy:pergi saja lah, belajar teknik menjawab...
me:pergi sana ...saya ajar ke, mereka ajar?
wafiy: mereka lah~
me: yala... mcb, jangan datang sekolah...gua mao sepak XX u sampai u x boleh XX....
so today , i go to the bengkel... at SMAKL (sekolah menengah agama kuala lumpur)
1st imagine...
a KK teacher teaching me and other student ,so sien... KK mean keling kacang...(india)
so, i dont happy...
but sampai there...i was shy bcox i dont kenal them and sit with malay guy and girl ....T~T
after rehat, i not shy and start to chat with them ~ and i so happy , cox teacher not KK(india)..
is malay teacher. they teach sangat ngantuk , but i can understand what they say...
then i get hp no. ^^ ... walaopun is malay girl d hp no. , but i still happy^^ cox they pretty too ^^ haha~ that bengkel start from 8.30a.m ~ 4.00 p.m ....T~T
sien noh~
lucky their food is free and tasty ^^~~
unlucky is our teacher 1st time come to this school ... we sesak jalan...T~T , lucky not late nia...
so, today can say happy + tired... fun + ngantuk... tasty + free ^^

my school.....

yesterday, my school got 1 student get h1n1 =o=~ i saw many people wear mask.... today... my BI teacher pn. margeret get h1n1... cox she go visit that student ,den get h1n1. KESIANNYA~~ so, BI become free time 1 week... my teacher say if our school get 1 more sohai get h1n1 , our school will cuti 1 week ^^~ yea~ ... i mean no~~~~!!!! i wan belajar ~~ (bullshit) . hope my teacher can come to school nxt week , and that student too ... and my school no nid cuti 1 week ...

chin teng's birthday party on KFC

7 August, friday , CHin TEng's birthday party celebrate in taman desa 's KFC, dat day we got fashion show too ^^ n we got 2 profesional model~~ that 2 profesional model is WEng WAh and KEat FEi~~

em... i am cameraman, YEe SEang is my penolong~ ,n other(MIchelle or MIchael, THeng THeng n CHin TEng) is clothes designer... we play this show becox chin teng wan they walk around the KFC with chin teng special design... look song ,but sien.. if u wan to know more details go to my facebook to c ~~^^

my 2nd time ~

today , still we 2 idiot go karaok... keat fei n me... we sing 4 hour in Karaok... keat fei like to kill himself by singing high key english music.. and michael jackson song... but this is not the point... the point is we 2 people sing 4 hour...wtf... keat fei n me... no sound jor now...T-T pls don talk to me , i cant answer u...T-T then another point is... i go back by myself... from mid -valley to salak south juz 2 station nia... I go to bangi...= = so close to seremban... so, i go salak south from bangi... mid-valley to bangi is 7 station(1hour+) bangi to salak south is 5station( 40~50min)....
OMg~? i sit on ktm 2hour, haiz... if i not a idiot then dont have idiot in this world le... my 2nd time using ktm is using 2 hour ... geng... Cox i am genius ma... I know T.T

A Little Too Not Over You
David Archuleta

Nice music ^^, i love it too~

My favourite singer ~ Taylor Swift

I like her Song~~

yesterday same like today , today same like tomorrow...

Everyday I was repeat a same action in a small house... Only the different is my breaksfast , lunch, and dinner is not same. I hate the same action i do everyday. If i can change my lifestyle ,although it is meanless , will I feel happy? maybe yes... and maybe no ... i like alone but i hate lonely... i love to talk ... but not with girls... i like to play , but it have time limit.. i was happy , but after few minute... i still feels lonely... maybe U will think I insane already... or mental got a bit problem but i still feel lonely... This lonely is not because of my brain problem ... is because of I cant say the word in my heart to my love... My courage is finnish using when I was give the gift to her... maybe I juz wan to let her know i like her ... but now I was sad because of my courage ... when I saw her, I have many thing to tell her but .... I was not her friend this few word is remind me ,I not her anything include her friend ... maybe for her, I juz like a stranger man who like her... so... U know what i mean now? I hating my brain and my knowledge when I was facing her everyday... Cant even speak a word... to HER... so sad T-T.. U stupid IDIOT... When my courage is set , maybe I cant see her again... YY, Bye ~ forever T~T

stupid maison!!!

today , i was tired n angry.... MAISON is already change, become dam sien. Before, it was very big , cool , cold, loud HI 5,coca -cola(free n large) .. now, very sempit,hot , sien, HI 5 not enough loud , coca - cola (free but small<---very small like test drink...) HAIZ~~, most angry is.... RM25 become RM30 ... T~T NO~~!!!! I hate U!!! becox too hot, I shuffle a while only then x larat to move le... T~T sei MAISON ..... didnt pay bill electric o? wan die o? come la~~ 1 on 1 DOTA... !@@##$%^%%^&*&^*&^ (T~T) .... MAISON at wang dangi... is a stupid pub now... so sad!! wasted my money only.... wat ...? angry la... no mood to go next time... em... keat fei , can i cancel to go karaok? no money...hahaha

MY 1st time ~ ~

Today, i go karaok in midvally ,the garden with keat fei... the karaok at 4th floor , we will find every floor with dont have dat map = ='... we 2 ppl nia... go sing with the happy hour packest cost RM35~ ~ each ppl.... but worth cox got buffer~~n nice drink ~ em... feels sien? k, i tell u... keat fei sing super good... he sing like study de.... if teacher there sure happy... but i charm...T-T ... aiya, sure i sing better than him la... cox i'm genius ma... genius sing so geng d..^^ haha
After 4 hr... we sing .... we 's tekak feel pain a bit... cox 4 hr ... leh... but we got rest too^^ the buffer so nice... but dat stupid take banyak banyak den makan sikit sikit.... he say waste better than not enough.... but drink walao~~ very nice... keat fei d.. not me d...= = So i curi curi drink it many time... haha^o^...
After 4 hour... we go wait taxi.... wait jor almost half hour... sIEN~~ finally ,we take a taxi mewah... ya, sangat mewah... expensive ma.... start with rm4.00 .... holy ****... sampai taman desa de KFC....rm13.60...then go to my house.... rm21.60 xox... then he say no change to me... so i sit in dat mewah d taxi to bring him find a shop to buy something can give me the change....

WTF ? rm24? only ...go to depan sikit nia.... OMG~~ lucky i pay already, if not ... my mom beat me wif wooden stick... haiz....now dam sien... but later.. i scare i got a sweet dream... cox keat fei so good....... em... u ask me... wat mean 1st time ma? o... 1st time is my 1st time go to karaok la~~ same like my imagine~~ sien... cox i'm genius ma... easy sien d...haha^^
by a genius who think he is idiot...

love story ~

We were both young when I first saw you.

I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;Little did I know

That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.

'And I said,"
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me;
I was begging you,'Please, don't go,'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.
'Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,

"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-
"He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

and said,

"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you...

-END-

movie ~

yesterday~ i go watch movie with my father n brother .... night at the musium2 ^^.. so happy ~ we go cheras, lesson mall watch movie.. today we go again without my brother... bcox yesterday he eat a icecream cost RM22.50... wtf? so my father don wan brought him ,haha~ today we watch terminator salvation~~ quality so good ... many type robot n human is win the war , but havent finnish yet.. so , u wan to watch movie with me?

my father ...

today i didnt go to school ,bcox my dad wan me help him... today is 'duan wu' festival... english is wat ,i dunno... i only know today is the day we eat bak cang n to remember a person...chu yuan... he is man ,k? he is very good n taat setia kepada raja dan negara... he difitnah oleh bad guy(kf) , den kene dibuang negara(not sekolah) ... after 10year.. his country is gone .. diambil oleh negara lain lo... so he was sad then he kill himself by jump into sea...when people know about this, people go find his body by ship n throw bak cang into the sea ... bcox they wan the fish n prawn eat the bak cang not his body... but last thet didnt found his body... so every year ,people will eat bak cang to remember him.... so today is most important day for bak cang ... my dad wan me help him.. my dad this week only sleep 6hour in 4day...!!! OMG~ if me die jor lo.. so i help him lo... haiz.. he got sick.. next monday ,he got a operation in hospital... kesian nya T_T...so today i help him lo.. if not i will go to school to study n go look yy.... ha ^^

ha ha ha..

I can learn anything if i wan to learn ... n I pro math... love is not math ... it cant calculate but it have weight... when u miss him/her...u will feel heavy ...in ur heart... but if u didnt miss him/her , u will feel light like u can fly... but will scare if u fly out this world, u cant come back even to c him/her face again.. miss is a memory.. when u miss him/her , u cant remember him/her face... but remember him/her action n voice also can ...it call miss too.. i miss her, cox i scare she ask me ,close ur eye den say how i look , den i cant ans... n oso scare one day she was gone .. n i cant remember her face again... this will make me totally insane de~~...T_T ... love is wat i don know... maybe keat fei also dont know... haha ... if i continue asking wat is love ... i scare u will insane too..ha..

i feels sad yesterday...

yesterday , got waktu pengawas 5SN1 n 5SN2 with come to our class... sure she come too... who is she? she is yy lo idiot... i so sad because yesterday i didt... say anything to her... T_T ,I turn my head to c other dun wan look her.. cox i scare i cant speak to her den make ppl laugh at me , like before... look like i scare to be love n love.. haha, u scare love o ? stupid , my evil say... what, u afraid love ,= = why?, keat fei say... maybe i got reason , but i dun wan say ....
now my angel say pls relax your mind , this is last year so study is more important ...dun love a person who don love u... yes this is love.. but not a true love...after a long time , u will know den u will sad so if u cant go though the love sea ,u have to go back...cox u cannot stand at there to see sea forever , this will wasted ur time..
my evil say , love is forever ... if ur love is true ,than watever person oso be in love with u,not for gay... so this is the LAST year... wat u wan to do? study? come on ~ this action u do le many year... but love have u having 1 time? even 1 time? no , ofcox ... so do u really believe u after SPM u can see her again? maybe... but not u , is other person ...so if the chance is come to u... u cant to wait ... u have to catch it den use it by totally ... chance is luck , if u lucky it will come , if u unlucky ,sorry bye~... so which one ? angel or evil..? haiz... i don know .. i am idiot ... angel is rite .. if she not love me, i juz wasting my time... study can fill my time when i lonely but i dont like to study..
evil is rite too .. if that love is true ... then i am super upper high class idiot + stupid... wat? wat mean true?
K, i tell u ..3 situation ,1st u love her,but she don love u... 2nd she love u, but u don love her... 3rd, u n her are love each other.. 1st n 2nd is cant be happy n bahagia de... cox this 2 situation is not true love.. only 3 rd situation can become true love only... i am 1st situation... so ....... wat i should do? make her love at me? or go back to the land n forget about the sea? sea is beautiful ... i cant forget it... forever..
em.... can u tell me wat should i do? T_T ..........

very bad moodT_T

today very hot... no mood... morning wakeup->brush teeth -> bath->breakfast-> school-> reading PA buku rujukan-> rest-> eat nasi lemak-> toilet->exam->go back to home->lunch-> bath-> sleep....afternoon -> reading PA buku rujukan -> playing pc->now(posting ) .... today , i go canteen den pokai..T_T , inter-my leg is pain.. now still pain..so hard to walk now... then my father say something idiot word make me feel angry ... then my mom too = =... haiz ~~ today unlucky so bless mine 2mrw is better ba....T_T pain~~~

today still ok...

yesterday i sleep afternoon... cox too tired.. den sleep at 1.00a.m, so today my head is very pain... so i say cannot sleep afternoon... today , i can play 3 hour ^^... but nothing to do .. so i post my feeling now to all my frenz n dog... haha... 1st feeling tired.. 2nd feeling bored... 3rd feeling i miss u all ... cox too sien le.. tomorrow exam PA ^^' pls dun keep ur eye on the book.. we have to relax n enjoy this sunday... everyday we also need to enjoy ,bcox time cant come twice ... chance too... so ... happy sunday to everyone..^^

finally~~~

TAT,yeah~~~... i got cbox le~~~, congratulation n celebration~~!!! today i wake up early, my mom want me go sell bak cang at pasar pagi... i realise money is so hard to find... so little people buy from me T_T.... I scare i need to eat all of remaining bak cang ....no~~~~!!!! by the way, i wan to thank a girl , yenyen ... thank for teach me to get the cbox... TQ~!

so happy~~

yesterday i found my old friend in friendster.her name ,liew chio yee... is my good frenz in my primary school..5 year le.... i never chat with her... today she online in my MSN.... OMG, she still remember me~~~!!! haha, i saw her picture at her friendster...... she was not change .... but i change le.... become handsome~~haha.. today she chat with me by a little time ... but i still feel happy,so .... today I'm happy~~

i feel lonely n unhappy

this not the 1st time n oso second time even third...... i hate my life..... i hate my family ...... i hate my brother..... i hate everything ..... when i feel lonely.... i was unhappy ,nothing to do will make my hateness became stronger n stronger.... until wan to kill myself.... becox i most hate myself.... i like nothing to my frenz, my family, my brother even other people..... and i oso feel like nothing ... when i go yy blog .... i feel lonely ... n feel i'm was nothing like air....i'm..... unhappy guy .... i hate myself....

today is saturday ..... sien...

i like saturday ,because it let me rest from the school day , add math , yy , malayboy , and all activity... it change all the happiness become lonely... my best friend ,lonely is beside me now... i feel sien cause my life are nothing special .... now i wan play gg client ( black shot) ,so bye~

today i got a selection .... miss u or forget u

today is friday, i feels lonely again... today ,my brother wan me wake him up at 8.00a.m , but i wake him 9.30 a.m ... haha . everyday i think about yy .... but y everytimes i think about her , i feel lonely n sad only? maybe i pandang rendah myself... so ... feels sad ... if today i pick to miss her , i will more sad .. if i pick forget about her , i will feel lonely ... haiz , if u ask me ... are u idiot ? I will say : 'yes ,i am ... nice to meet u ....' hahaha ... sien~

1st time hav a blog.....

er..... how to start? today is a good day, because dont have bad new ... so nothing to write .... i feel sien only...