so happy~~

yesterday i found my old friend in friendster.her name ,liew chio yee... is my good frenz in my primary school..5 year le.... i never chat with her... today she online in my MSN.... OMG, she still remember me~~~!!! haha, i saw her picture at her friendster...... she was not change .... but i change le.... become handsome~~haha.. today she chat with me by a little time ... but i still feel happy,so .... today I'm happy~~

i feel lonely n unhappy

this not the 1st time n oso second time even third...... i hate my life..... i hate my family ...... i hate my brother..... i hate everything ..... when i feel lonely.... i was unhappy ,nothing to do will make my hateness became stronger n stronger.... until wan to kill myself.... becox i most hate myself.... i like nothing to my frenz, my family, my brother even other people..... and i oso feel like nothing ... when i go yy blog .... i feel lonely ... n feel i'm was nothing like air....i'm..... unhappy guy .... i hate myself....