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my dreams~

many ppl got their dreams.. of cox i oso have , i got many dreams to grab ...let me list it out ^^

1.i wan to make Keat fei bac to FGA CYC to be a zeal and crazy young christian.

2.i wan to do amway to gain many money for my family , den they no nid to work ^^ /div>

3.train myself into a hardworking ,zeal ,strong , responsible , unforgetable crazy christian ~ ^^

4.rescue all the ppl who knew me frm hell... i wan them go to heaven with me ...

5.i wan to be a famous guy who love god .

6. i wan to endure something for 3year.. hope i can to that ^o^

7.my family religion is Christian .

8.i wan to learn guitar

9.i wan to get many frenz frm many way... den i can evangelism to them ,haha ~ ^^

10. i wan to love God forever... i knw i can do that even that was hard , cox many ppl are hurting through this love... but i can endure it and forgive them , like god forgive my mistake...^^

11. i wan learn some skill, use my skill , my life , my words , my time , my sound , my property to devote to god .. like god devote his blood to us...

12. i wan to love everybody ,that i like , i dislike , i hate , my favorite , my love even all the thing that create my god...

13. i wan to make all the ppl knw be a christian is better than win lottery..

14.i wan to read whole the bible and also understang all the words.

15. i hope i can sucess to grab my dreams fully b4 i die ..^^ cox every ppl life only got 1 times, after than is eternal life in heaven or hell...

16. i wan go to heaven with all my frenz , my family , my love , and my relative... i dun wan 1 of them in hell...

hi , i am alex549 ^^ , nthg special juz a crazy young christian ... ^~ ^ V

my new blog ^^

i open a new blog already ~ but i wont let ppl c d ^^

wat i wan is~

i wan a meaningful life>~<

not a work life~!!!

meaningful life is family , freedom , hope , friend , love and Jesus~!!!

not juz work and money~ i

f love and money , let me choose 1 , i wan love.. even 1trillion oso cant buy my dream~!!!

i love u my friend and my dearest Jesus.^^

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dunnu why.. suddenly i feel lonely and sad..
maybe work make me cant go church service...
maybe that make me feel a bit stranger...
stranger about my mind suddenly rush out the bad thing frm my mind...
dat make me think... negative...
maybe satan wan to fool me...
wan me to leave church..
cox wat i mind was strongly dislike about church...
even dun wan to go to church...
but i will say go away , u evil..
go away frm my life, go away frm my mind ,go away frm my ppl ...
go away..
and go to the place that prepare 4 u...
the fire sea that underground...
with the holy name Jesus i wan u go away frm these...
AMEN!!

hope i can endure ...
loneliness , down , satirize and unhappiness...
i hope darkness that come to me will illuminate..
i hope i can be more happy...
i hope my pass was pass ,and wont flashback again...^^
i hope Jesus more love than b4 ~
I wan follow Jesus until forever...
nothing can replace my dearest god frm my heart.. even 1 trillion or more...
even the beauty most beautiful in the world...
even all the ppl laugh at me..
I will say I love Jesus~~!!!

U are MY ONLY ONE~!!!! THAT I NEEDED~!!!!
JESUS CHRIST~!!!!

I love U~!!! hallelujah~!!!

i will endure all the pain for U , like 2000 years ago U was nail on the cross for US... hallelujah... TQ ~

Easter day on 3rd April~!!!!

Easter Day 3rd April 2010 ~

that day FGA CYC have a perform~ like dance , sing , movie type show... juz like a concept la~ i dun know... that day sure got 3000ppl at the auditorium~ haha , cox the god using our hand to bring them come to FGA CYC^^

if u feel boring , nothing to do or got free time~ u can come here~ v all welcome u all , v all love u all , Jesus love u all , Jesus welcome u all celebrate wif Him ...the resurrection day of Jesus~!!!!

U come to this place ...u wont feel cold and boring .. cox our enthusiastic will make u sunburn ~!!! so u can bring sunburn cream to our church^^ and no nid bring any book to come ... cox u have no time for that ^^

the perform sure make u feel gam dong... cox ...i forget le... u juz come to c , HOW gam dong fat la.. haha~^^

dun forget o ~this 3rd April 2010~~ is Easter Day~!!!

if u wan to go ,plz call me ~ 0173736212~ to book ur name inside the party^^

day after gathering of plkn 's frenz~

Today, i wake up early too... same like yesterday...my eyes like panda.. haha^^ at noon , my mum is sleeping... i curi curi go out to church^^ when the time is 4.oop.m , den i wait until 4.35p.m smthg , my church frenz come to fetch me^^

there are start on 5p.m... v are singing to praise our God , JESUS~ then v pray ... and the pastor is start to have a lecture for us..and give us the point that v nid to live wif god.. then the priest is give us a vision..

that is block about 3000 ppl to hell , cox v wan to bring them to heaven and to knew the true and only god, the light infront of our legs, the lamp on our future road, the only light in this world... Jesus Christ~~^^

when i go back , my mum dint mad ... and dint say anything to me.. juz wan me to help her to do 'home'work~~

hallelujah, v have to always sing and praise to our god... cox He is the true and only god in this world~!!!!

these is the points that given by the pastor~ i hope u can get it ^^

1.sacrifice is not a lost , cox u will get back more in future^^

2.the words of god is the light infront of our legs, lamps of our road and oso our future , and oso is a mirror that make u can see through urself ...when ur face got dirty , u can saw it in the mirror , and u will clean it from ur face^^

3.dun leave our god and oso dun forget our god.. even u are in a nation that dun have church.. cox He will always protect u, and give u wat u pray and wat u wan ^^cox He LoVE u SO much!!!

4.v have to save our land cox it is 1 of creation of our GOD... v should cherish and protect it...

5.this is from encik .safie frm our school... He is islam , but this phase is oso have in bible and tell from the pastor , if u dare to challenge , U can grab ur dream...^^

6.the pastor say.. who say children cannot have their dream? who say when brain small (children)cant get the holy spirit that given by god? who say only brain big( adult, secondary school student) can accept the holy spirit?

7.the pastor oso say, now all the under age and adult is hurried for finding for love... they all finding the love can give them warm , and hurt... v should not finding 4 love.. cox it will effect ur future ,ur lifestyle , ur knowledge and ur relationship wif anybody... the love v needed is in our god 's hand... when the suitable time , Jesus will give u the love^^ so , v no nid to find it^^

8.let god use our body to spread the gospel of god , to let all the ppl of land to knew our God...
And god only wan to find some1 that who can spread the holyspirit and gospel to everybody...

9. god wan to find the person who are more crazy 4 Jesus than other ppl~^^ everybody in FGA CYC is the ppl who god finding ~!!!!

last. GOD always WiF US~ ^^

TQ~ that the points~ haha^^

gathering of PLKN mix church's service ~

today , i wake up early (8.00a.m).. cox air -con is cold like the North Pole.... ha chiu~!! i sleep at keat fei 's house... then i call my dad to fetch me ~

8.45a.m , i start to prepare my everything b4 i go to the gathering ~ then i go to mid-valley about 11.30...

after my dad go away frm me.. i realize i dint bring my hp>< , Waaaaa~~~!!!!TOT . so i call my dad with public phone cox i dint ask my frenz where the place v gather 1st , and i didnt remember my frenz hp no.. hahaha... = =

my dad say he call my freind to find me at MCD... so i wake them at MCD at opposite cinema.. but my frenz find me at under that floor... i wait about 10 mins... i pray to god.. my dearest Jesus.. i worship u .. let me find my frenz quickly plz ~~ cox i miss them T~T with the name Jesus i pray , Amen~

after that 2min, I FOUND them!!! =A= at a shop , that only bside mcdonald opposite cinema...
when i found them ... they say they call my frenz to find me at downstair MCD ...and then bring me to upstair to eat lunch... i'm so lucky, cox they dint eat at MCD downstair... but eat at the shop bside 'my' gather place... haha ~ hallelujah~~!!!

of cox my that 1 frenz mad on me , but v still happy ~ cox this gathering are so fun ... i get 4th place of playing boling ball with 6 frenz~ so mean got 7 ppl are playing , i get mid point(place)~ haha~^^ den v watch cinema ...月光宝盒~~ v laugh frm start until end... nyaris die at there..T~T

den i have to bac cox i nid to reply the sms that in morning phoebe and chio yee send to me b4 5p.m .. i dint bring HP T~T ... so i go back with KTM... of cox i late le... i wait le KTM almost 40min from 4.35p.m to 5.18p.m...

after that i reply jor... then i go to church ^^ for service~

after that i go eat dinner wif keat fei n lai mun... at taipei walker... my family already call me more than 10 calls... T~T

when i go bac...my mum tell me a story .. about her life b4 i birth frm her...

after i hear that story ... that was 11.30... but i cant sleep ,even i am sleepy .. until 3.30a.m... cox the story very sad... mum , dad, bro s... i'm so sry... i dint knw u all so sad after i come to earth...

I'm so sry... Hallelujah ... thx God, cox U let my Mum llive until nw... and let me live until now...

telematch mix dinner ~

I'm so happy , cox chio yee invite me to telematch ..that telematch only nid to pay rm10 ... walao , so cheap~~~ that day , i got a bit worry.. i worry about i will bcom blur but and malu to talk to each other...

but , they auto to chat wif me ^^ , n i bcom abit active ^^ yea~ i am white team~ team leader is roy~ leader assistant is chio yee~ den member is keat fei , laimun , carson , po zai , ting feng ,shu hwa ,seng keat and i~our slogan is bo sai lou meng (搏噻老命)~!!!

v all power normal only...but v got teamwork^^ + shu hwa... only she is the 1 most powerful 4 our team... guys oso not dare to fight her... so v get 2nd place cox of she ^^ hooo ray~~~ v get bank of bear is a tabung.. but very nice^^

after that v have dinner ~after telematch ... walao ~~~~A~~~ the dinner so nice T~T , u cant imagine u can eat so much like that wif rm10 only...

den i go keat fei 's house to sleep~ v dint do anything , i swear!!>o< haha~

tinggal kenangan by JC ho and khai Shin

PLkN~~ Kem PuncAk PERmai~~

I'm happy , cox i can go sarawak~
1st day... i am going to sabah.. 10a.m we gather at bukit jalil den taking bus to the KLIA...

12p.m we reach there , 1p.m we take our ticket... den they say not enough ticket.. 0.o so v hav to change kem... so i decide to follow my new frenz.. to sarawak , bau...

we are waiting the time to go over... 5.pm sarawak 's team is reach KLIA...den they get their own ticket but dun hav our names...zzz , finally v oso get our ticket... but not our names... 随便啦~

den v wait until 9.30p.m ,cox of the bad weather... only v went into the aeroplane... v reach sarawak 11p.m smthg... den v take bus to go our KEM~ kem puncak permai...

when v reach there... it was about 1.30a.m... T~T

2nd day, v juz know v are the 1st team to reach there... other team is come in morning... T~T why v at night...today ,v get our own bed with random pick .. i get into dorm (L4) and my frenz are not same with me T~T .

v nid to cut our hair by barber of this kem ... but my frenz say .. argh~ no nid la , v be the last.. den that night , u can see all botak , only us.... haha

den other days i was forget le... i juz know 1st week , v were do ntg inside the kem ... only 3 simple step , sit , eat , sleep.... repeating this 3 simple step in 1st week.. zzz

den v are teaching by jurulatih in 2nd week... got many lecture and introduction in this week...

3rd week , v have activities le T~T finally ~~ got kayak ,kawat kaki , sukan antara company and class about hw to be a nice human and smthg good... but the class very childish, v call it tadika class...

then i really forget le T~T...

i juz remember , i knew my new frenz , sim jia xin (ah xin) , goh jian ping(ah ping) , eng chun lim(big show) , ting ping liang (ah ting) , kho swee yee(ah yee)(ex-ketua company , ex- ketua platun ,ketua dorm+ketua dobi) our dorm leader... v all respect him... cox he is a future king scout(high displin) + a crazy body builder (push up 500times)..

even big show(120kg) oso not dare to play play with him... who play with him , oso kena very hard... haha and liaw jia sheng(ah chen) , jong khai shin ( nyamuk), aaron( sotong) ,elvin lee(李连杰)<--his true chinese name = =...

then chinese new year very fun... but i dun wan tell u here^^

after CNY , v got real gun to shoot... 10 bullets only T~T.... so petty... den sukan antara kem... this year is our kem 1st time get 1st place in past 5 year... = = den we got go wirajaya (nightmare), i cant forget that night T~T... wirajaya is a forest... that behind our kem... and kampung budaya sarawak and near damai but not damai(beach)...~ ~

oh ya, i forgot tell u.. i am bravo company d ahli biasa ... bravo never win b4 ,and bravo mark every year is negative... but in our batch... v create history... positive 70,000mark + 1st place + dorm terbersih , company yg paling active , 1st place and 2nd place karaok competition oso our company... mark of kawad paling tinggi ,kembara halangan wira and wirawati 1st place so markah keseluruhan most high oso our company ....

sukan v sapu all , only kayak , pingpong, sepak takraw and we lose tarik tali cox of the ppl berjudi den kena displin and dendaan, the dendaan make their muscle tear!!)... so they cant join and lose the tarik tali... u wan to know who? my frenz that i list upthere... except ah yee and aaron.... haha~ lucky i dint join the gamble.. if not ,my muscle will tear too...>o<

skip skip ~

k , last day...T~T , ah ting leave us 1st at 12p.m... ah chen and ah ping at 1p.m , ah xin at 3p.m , ah yee .... at 4p.m ... he cry ...at dewan b4 he go... most of my frenz is go ... when i back to my dorm... i saw delusion... ah yee is beside my bed... i was almost wan to cry...then i go bath, i cry inside bathroom alone... after that i go dewan to eat dinner... i saw the place they sit every time... i'm cant endure my tear again.... until night , got jamuan perpisahan ...we got a nice memories , then all the jurulatih line up den we go out to shake their hand... den v say v are Bravo , BRAVO forever~!!!!

i still can endure my tear and feeling ... but i saw my frenz cry already... den me too.. so v hug together ... by crying ...

that day v didnt sleep , cox 3a.m v have to go to airport... sarawak frenz oso didnt sleep cox they wan to see us leave the kem... v cry again...

that is a very sad day in my life.... my 1st time to cry infront of ppl and feel very sad in whole day... cox v 不舍得 to leave each other....

b4 i leave ,it was raining ,n i say ... bye my frenz...bye bravo... bye kem puncak permai... bye sarawak...T~T bye bye... i will mis u all ....

i miss u all now ...