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dunnu why.. suddenly i feel lonely and sad..
maybe work make me cant go church service...
maybe that make me feel a bit stranger...
stranger about my mind suddenly rush out the bad thing frm my mind...
dat make me think... negative...
maybe satan wan to fool me...
wan me to leave church..
cox wat i mind was strongly dislike about church...
even dun wan to go to church...
but i will say go away , u evil..
go away frm my life, go away frm my mind ,go away frm my ppl ...
go away..
and go to the place that prepare 4 u...
the fire sea that underground...
with the holy name Jesus i wan u go away frm these...
AMEN!!

hope i can endure ...
loneliness , down , satirize and unhappiness...
i hope darkness that come to me will illuminate..
i hope i can be more happy...
i hope my pass was pass ,and wont flashback again...^^
i hope Jesus more love than b4 ~
I wan follow Jesus until forever...
nothing can replace my dearest god frm my heart.. even 1 trillion or more...
even the beauty most beautiful in the world...
even all the ppl laugh at me..
I will say I love Jesus~~!!!

U are MY ONLY ONE~!!!! THAT I NEEDED~!!!!
JESUS CHRIST~!!!!

I love U~!!! hallelujah~!!!

i will endure all the pain for U , like 2000 years ago U was nail on the cross for US... hallelujah... TQ ~