movie ~

yesterday~ i go watch movie with my father n brother .... night at the musium2 ^^.. so happy ~ we go cheras, lesson mall watch movie.. today we go again without my brother... bcox yesterday he eat a icecream cost RM22.50... wtf? so my father don wan brought him ,haha~ today we watch terminator salvation~~ quality so good ... many type robot n human is win the war , but havent finnish yet.. so , u wan to watch movie with me?

my father ...

today i didnt go to school ,bcox my dad wan me help him... today is 'duan wu' festival... english is wat ,i dunno... i only know today is the day we eat bak cang n to remember a person...chu yuan... he is man ,k? he is very good n taat setia kepada raja dan negara... he difitnah oleh bad guy(kf) , den kene dibuang negara(not sekolah) ... after 10year.. his country is gone .. diambil oleh negara lain lo... so he was sad then he kill himself by jump into sea...when people know about this, people go find his body by ship n throw bak cang into the sea ... bcox they wan the fish n prawn eat the bak cang not his body... but last thet didnt found his body... so every year ,people will eat bak cang to remember him.... so today is most important day for bak cang ... my dad wan me help him.. my dad this week only sleep 6hour in 4day...!!! OMG~ if me die jor lo.. so i help him lo... haiz.. he got sick.. next monday ,he got a operation in hospital... kesian nya T_T...so today i help him lo.. if not i will go to school to study n go look yy.... ha ^^

ha ha ha..

I can learn anything if i wan to learn ... n I pro math... love is not math ... it cant calculate but it have weight... when u miss him/her...u will feel heavy ...in ur heart... but if u didnt miss him/her , u will feel light like u can fly... but will scare if u fly out this world, u cant come back even to c him/her face again.. miss is a memory.. when u miss him/her , u cant remember him/her face... but remember him/her action n voice also can ...it call miss too.. i miss her, cox i scare she ask me ,close ur eye den say how i look , den i cant ans... n oso scare one day she was gone .. n i cant remember her face again... this will make me totally insane de~~...T_T ... love is wat i don know... maybe keat fei also dont know... haha ... if i continue asking wat is love ... i scare u will insane too..ha..

i feels sad yesterday...

yesterday , got waktu pengawas 5SN1 n 5SN2 with come to our class... sure she come too... who is she? she is yy lo idiot... i so sad because yesterday i didt... say anything to her... T_T ,I turn my head to c other dun wan look her.. cox i scare i cant speak to her den make ppl laugh at me , like before... look like i scare to be love n love.. haha, u scare love o ? stupid , my evil say... what, u afraid love ,= = why?, keat fei say... maybe i got reason , but i dun wan say ....
now my angel say pls relax your mind , this is last year so study is more important ...dun love a person who don love u... yes this is love.. but not a true love...after a long time , u will know den u will sad so if u cant go though the love sea ,u have to go back...cox u cannot stand at there to see sea forever , this will wasted ur time..
my evil say , love is forever ... if ur love is true ,than watever person oso be in love with u,not for gay... so this is the LAST year... wat u wan to do? study? come on ~ this action u do le many year... but love have u having 1 time? even 1 time? no , ofcox ... so do u really believe u after SPM u can see her again? maybe... but not u , is other person ...so if the chance is come to u... u cant to wait ... u have to catch it den use it by totally ... chance is luck , if u lucky it will come , if u unlucky ,sorry bye~... so which one ? angel or evil..? haiz... i don know .. i am idiot ... angel is rite .. if she not love me, i juz wasting my time... study can fill my time when i lonely but i dont like to study..
evil is rite too .. if that love is true ... then i am super upper high class idiot + stupid... wat? wat mean true?
K, i tell u ..3 situation ,1st u love her,but she don love u... 2nd she love u, but u don love her... 3rd, u n her are love each other.. 1st n 2nd is cant be happy n bahagia de... cox this 2 situation is not true love.. only 3 rd situation can become true love only... i am 1st situation... so ....... wat i should do? make her love at me? or go back to the land n forget about the sea? sea is beautiful ... i cant forget it... forever..
em.... can u tell me wat should i do? T_T ..........

very bad moodT_T

today very hot... no mood... morning wakeup->brush teeth -> bath->breakfast-> school-> reading PA buku rujukan-> rest-> eat nasi lemak-> toilet->exam->go back to home->lunch-> bath-> sleep....afternoon -> reading PA buku rujukan -> playing pc->now(posting ) .... today , i go canteen den pokai..T_T , inter-my leg is pain.. now still pain..so hard to walk now... then my father say something idiot word make me feel angry ... then my mom too = =... haiz ~~ today unlucky so bless mine 2mrw is better ba....T_T pain~~~

today still ok...

yesterday i sleep afternoon... cox too tired.. den sleep at 1.00a.m, so today my head is very pain... so i say cannot sleep afternoon... today , i can play 3 hour ^^... but nothing to do .. so i post my feeling now to all my frenz n dog... haha... 1st feeling tired.. 2nd feeling bored... 3rd feeling i miss u all ... cox too sien le.. tomorrow exam PA ^^' pls dun keep ur eye on the book.. we have to relax n enjoy this sunday... everyday we also need to enjoy ,bcox time cant come twice ... chance too... so ... happy sunday to everyone..^^

finally~~~

TAT,yeah~~~... i got cbox le~~~, congratulation n celebration~~!!! today i wake up early, my mom want me go sell bak cang at pasar pagi... i realise money is so hard to find... so little people buy from me T_T.... I scare i need to eat all of remaining bak cang ....no~~~~!!!! by the way, i wan to thank a girl , yenyen ... thank for teach me to get the cbox... TQ~!