Saturday, July 25, 2009

my 2nd time ~

today , still we 2 idiot go karaok... keat fei n me... we sing 4 hour in Karaok... keat fei like to kill himself by singing high key english music.. and michael jackson song... but this is not the point... the point is we 2 people sing 4 hour...wtf... keat fei n me... no sound jor now...T-T pls don talk to me , i cant answer u...T-T then another point is... i go back by myself... from mid -valley to salak south juz 2 station nia... I go to bangi...= = so close to seremban... so, i go salak south from bangi... mid-valley to bangi is 7 station(1hour+) bangi to salak south is 5station( 40~50min)....
OMg~? i sit on ktm 2hour, haiz... if i not a idiot then dont have idiot in this world le... my 2nd time using ktm is using 2 hour ... geng... Cox i am genius ma... I know T.T

Friday, July 24, 2009

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Saturday, July 11, 2009

yesterday same like today , today same like tomorrow...

Everyday I was repeat a same action in a small house... Only the different is my breaksfast , lunch, and dinner is not same. I hate the same action i do everyday. If i can change my lifestyle ,although it is meanless , will I feel happy? maybe yes... and maybe no ... i like alone but i hate lonely... i love to talk ... but not with girls... i like to play , but it have time limit.. i was happy , but after few minute... i still feels lonely... maybe U will think I insane already... or mental got a bit problem but i still feel lonely... This lonely is not because of my brain problem ... is because of I cant say the word in my heart to my love... My courage is finnish using when I was give the gift to her... maybe I juz wan to let her know i like her ... but now I was sad because of my courage ... when I saw her, I have many thing to tell her but .... I was not her friend this few word is remind me ,I not her anything include her friend ... maybe for her, I juz like a stranger man who like her... so... U know what i mean now? I hating my brain and my knowledge when I was facing her everyday... Cant even speak a word... to HER... so sad T-T.. U stupid IDIOT... When my courage is set , maybe I cant see her again... YY, Bye ~ forever T~T