yesterday , got waktu pengawas 5SN1 n 5SN2 with come to our class... sure she come too... who is she? she is yy lo idiot... i so sad because yesterday i didt... say anything to her... T_T ,I turn my head to c other dun wan look her.. cox i scare i cant speak to her den make ppl laugh at me , like before... look like i scare to be love n love.. haha, u scare love o ? stupid , my evil say... what, u afraid love ,= = why?, keat fei say... maybe i got reason , but i dun wan say ....
now my angel say pls relax your mind , this is last year so study is more important ...dun love a person who don love u... yes this is love.. but not a true love...after a long time , u will know den u will sad so if u cant go though the love sea ,u have to go back...cox u cannot stand at there to see sea forever , this will wasted ur time..
my evil say , love is forever ... if ur love is true ,than watever person oso be in love with u,not for gay... so this is the LAST year... wat u wan to do? study? come on ~ this action u do le many year... but love have u having 1 time? even 1 time? no , ofcox ... so do u really believe u after SPM u can see her again? maybe... but not u , is other person ...so if the chance is come to u... u cant to wait ... u have to catch it den use it by totally ... chance is luck , if u lucky it will come , if u unlucky ,sorry bye~... so which one ? angel or evil..? haiz... i don know .. i am idiot ... angel is rite .. if she not love me, i juz wasting my time... study can fill my time when i lonely but i dont like to study..
evil is rite too .. if that love is true ... then i am super upper high class idiot + stupid... wat? wat mean true?
K, i tell u ..3 situation ,1st u love her,but she don love u... 2nd she love u, but u don love her... 3rd, u n her are love each other.. 1st n 2nd is cant be happy n bahagia de... cox this 2 situation is not true love.. only 3 rd situation can become true love only... i am 1st situation... so ....... wat i should do? make her love at me? or go back to the land n forget about the sea? sea is beautiful ... i cant forget it... forever..
em.... can u tell me wat should i do? T_T ..........
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