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my dreams~

many ppl got their dreams.. of cox i oso have , i got many dreams to grab ...let me list it out ^^

1.i wan to make Keat fei bac to FGA CYC to be a zeal and crazy young christian.

2.i wan to do amway to gain many money for my family , den they no nid to work ^^ /div>

3.train myself into a hardworking ,zeal ,strong , responsible , unforgetable crazy christian ~ ^^

4.rescue all the ppl who knew me frm hell... i wan them go to heaven with me ...

5.i wan to be a famous guy who love god .

6. i wan to endure something for 3year.. hope i can to that ^o^

7.my family religion is Christian .

8.i wan to learn guitar

9.i wan to get many frenz frm many way... den i can evangelism to them ,haha ~ ^^

10. i wan to love God forever... i knw i can do that even that was hard , cox many ppl are hurting through this love... but i can endure it and forgive them , like god forgive my mistake...^^

11. i wan learn some skill, use my skill , my life , my words , my time , my sound , my property to devote to god .. like god devote his blood to us...

12. i wan to love everybody ,that i like , i dislike , i hate , my favorite , my love even all the thing that create my god...

13. i wan to make all the ppl knw be a christian is better than win lottery..

14.i wan to read whole the bible and also understang all the words.

15. i hope i can sucess to grab my dreams fully b4 i die ..^^ cox every ppl life only got 1 times, after than is eternal life in heaven or hell...

16. i wan go to heaven with all my frenz , my family , my love , and my relative... i dun wan 1 of them in hell...

hi , i am alex549 ^^ , nthg special juz a crazy young christian ... ^~ ^ V

my new blog ^^

i open a new blog already ~ but i wont let ppl c d ^^

wat i wan is~

i wan a meaningful life>~<

not a work life~!!!

meaningful life is family , freedom , hope , friend , love and Jesus~!!!

not juz work and money~ i

f love and money , let me choose 1 , i wan love.. even 1trillion oso cant buy my dream~!!!

i love u my friend and my dearest Jesus.^^

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dunnu why.. suddenly i feel lonely and sad..
maybe work make me cant go church service...
maybe that make me feel a bit stranger...
stranger about my mind suddenly rush out the bad thing frm my mind...
dat make me think... negative...
maybe satan wan to fool me...
wan me to leave church..
cox wat i mind was strongly dislike about church...
even dun wan to go to church...
but i will say go away , u evil..
go away frm my life, go away frm my mind ,go away frm my ppl ...
go away..
and go to the place that prepare 4 u...
the fire sea that underground...
with the holy name Jesus i wan u go away frm these...
AMEN!!

hope i can endure ...
loneliness , down , satirize and unhappiness...
i hope darkness that come to me will illuminate..
i hope i can be more happy...
i hope my pass was pass ,and wont flashback again...^^
i hope Jesus more love than b4 ~
I wan follow Jesus until forever...
nothing can replace my dearest god frm my heart.. even 1 trillion or more...
even the beauty most beautiful in the world...
even all the ppl laugh at me..
I will say I love Jesus~~!!!

U are MY ONLY ONE~!!!! THAT I NEEDED~!!!!
JESUS CHRIST~!!!!

I love U~!!! hallelujah~!!!

i will endure all the pain for U , like 2000 years ago U was nail on the cross for US... hallelujah... TQ ~

Easter day on 3rd April~!!!!

Easter Day 3rd April 2010 ~

that day FGA CYC have a perform~ like dance , sing , movie type show... juz like a concept la~ i dun know... that day sure got 3000ppl at the auditorium~ haha , cox the god using our hand to bring them come to FGA CYC^^

if u feel boring , nothing to do or got free time~ u can come here~ v all welcome u all , v all love u all , Jesus love u all , Jesus welcome u all celebrate wif Him ...the resurrection day of Jesus~!!!!

U come to this place ...u wont feel cold and boring .. cox our enthusiastic will make u sunburn ~!!! so u can bring sunburn cream to our church^^ and no nid bring any book to come ... cox u have no time for that ^^

the perform sure make u feel gam dong... cox ...i forget le... u juz come to c , HOW gam dong fat la.. haha~^^

dun forget o ~this 3rd April 2010~~ is Easter Day~!!!

if u wan to go ,plz call me ~ 0173736212~ to book ur name inside the party^^

day after gathering of plkn 's frenz~

Today, i wake up early too... same like yesterday...my eyes like panda.. haha^^ at noon , my mum is sleeping... i curi curi go out to church^^ when the time is 4.oop.m , den i wait until 4.35p.m smthg , my church frenz come to fetch me^^

there are start on 5p.m... v are singing to praise our God , JESUS~ then v pray ... and the pastor is start to have a lecture for us..and give us the point that v nid to live wif god.. then the priest is give us a vision..

that is block about 3000 ppl to hell , cox v wan to bring them to heaven and to knew the true and only god, the light infront of our legs, the lamp on our future road, the only light in this world... Jesus Christ~~^^

when i go back , my mum dint mad ... and dint say anything to me.. juz wan me to help her to do 'home'work~~

hallelujah, v have to always sing and praise to our god... cox He is the true and only god in this world~!!!!

these is the points that given by the pastor~ i hope u can get it ^^

1.sacrifice is not a lost , cox u will get back more in future^^

2.the words of god is the light infront of our legs, lamps of our road and oso our future , and oso is a mirror that make u can see through urself ...when ur face got dirty , u can saw it in the mirror , and u will clean it from ur face^^

3.dun leave our god and oso dun forget our god.. even u are in a nation that dun have church.. cox He will always protect u, and give u wat u pray and wat u wan ^^cox He LoVE u SO much!!!

4.v have to save our land cox it is 1 of creation of our GOD... v should cherish and protect it...

5.this is from encik .safie frm our school... He is islam , but this phase is oso have in bible and tell from the pastor , if u dare to challenge , U can grab ur dream...^^

6.the pastor say.. who say children cannot have their dream? who say when brain small (children)cant get the holy spirit that given by god? who say only brain big( adult, secondary school student) can accept the holy spirit?

7.the pastor oso say, now all the under age and adult is hurried for finding for love... they all finding the love can give them warm , and hurt... v should not finding 4 love.. cox it will effect ur future ,ur lifestyle , ur knowledge and ur relationship wif anybody... the love v needed is in our god 's hand... when the suitable time , Jesus will give u the love^^ so , v no nid to find it^^

8.let god use our body to spread the gospel of god , to let all the ppl of land to knew our God...
And god only wan to find some1 that who can spread the holyspirit and gospel to everybody...

9. god wan to find the person who are more crazy 4 Jesus than other ppl~^^ everybody in FGA CYC is the ppl who god finding ~!!!!

last. GOD always WiF US~ ^^

TQ~ that the points~ haha^^